Overcome.

You never even stand in my shoes. We just stead not for long, you ask her for patch infront of me. I tolerate everything. Don't dare to say it out. You beat me, hurt me, tore me apart. I still love you. That time, you at my infront say you want her, not me. I cried. End up, you still lock me at your house, awhile ask me for patch, i didn't want to. Cos, you infront of her, say you want her. Infront of me, say you want to patch. I really don't know what you want. You beat me infront your friends. They help my wipe my tears. They say i'm stupid. What for you treat me nice, and at my back doing all this lanjiao things seriously. It makes me more hurt. You lock me at your house, awhile strangle me, awhile say you love me. You do candles for me, after that talk to her on phone infront of me, saying that you already give up on her, saying that you both only were friends. I'm like sharing a guy with other girls. It's so unfair to push blame on me. Cried at your house yesterday, for so long, but you ignore. Why did you call me go up your house? I having fever, i still go find you. After that, i told you, i only want you to be happy, that's why i tell you i don't love you, cos i know you want her. You only want me to accompany you, cos you're alone. Baby, i just want you to stand in my shoes, seriously. You said you'll wait for her, but end up you ask me whether i wanna be with you, of cos. I told you before, nowmater what you become, i'll still want you. You're always that stubborn. Ask yourself, how many times i wanted to commit sucide for you. Once, twice, i forgive you. I admit sometimes i got mistakes. I admit infront of you, but you always say you're right. I wish, we're like last time, although your heart have her. I don't wish to quarrel anymore )': Really. I have been crying everyday. But when outside, i keep my smile on. It's like so miserable.. I really love you. Hope you really understand... 06th April. I love you.

Chances.

I didn't even comment her ugly, did i?
& i didn't say anything wrong bout her mother fetch her aft school.
& i'm stopping all this quarrelling, did i told those passerbys that i'm aint gonna care?
& i don't plan everything out like this.
& i don't wish to find troubles. Who wants to?
There's some minsunderstand between me & her.
Didn't i respect her firstly? Do you think i want things this way?
& don't use this word gangster on me.
& lastly, i don't bootlick.
I'm changing for a better ones, i know my
attitude sucks. Everyone does the wrong things at the past.
Everyone is worth to give a second chance, so do i :)
Won't be blogging that often. Busy with things. <:

Sucker.

To those pathetic losers, are you refering to yourself? Think before you fart. & don't fucking accuse my boyfriend. Thought police is your good buddy. I'm gonna say you, this very last time. You deserve everything, still think that everything you do is correct? I do treat you as a friend. & get this fact right, i'm NOT the one who plan out this. I don't need you to believe or what. & don't post some nasty comments about my boyfriend. You want, you say me. My boyfriend do nothing wrong to you. So, stop saying him. This thing is between you & me, i can have a nice talk with you at phone or whatever. You think i like to quarrel with you? I'm not that childish. I repeat this once again, DON'T EVER ACCUSE MY BOYFRIEND.

Missed.

Last month pix. Uploaded songs to my blog. Hah. Hope today won't rot @ home. I'm gonna go out! BbyWang is on phone with me now, he's booking out today! He's gonna meet me later. I'm gonna kiss him like hell when i saw him. xxXXxx! h3h3. I'm gonna going shopping soon, see how. Let the pix do the talking then! B4ib4i.

Everybody was bugging me to create a blog. So i did it. Hah, get my phone today. Finally, can take pix. It's been long i had never blog, abit rusty already my hands. Nowdays keep go out, no time for comp. k3k3k3k3. Kinda miss school now, never get to take my MYE. If i'm still at school now, i should be burning midnight oil already. Well, its best not to burn midnight oil thou. Wondering when i could play pool again. Damnit, Tomorrow is me & bby's first month.

But didn't get to celebrate, bby is at camp naoz, friday then bookout. Hope he's alright. Bby still owe me movie!! :)