Overcome.

You never even stand in my shoes. We just stead not for long, you ask her for patch infront of me. I tolerate everything. Don't dare to say it out. You beat me, hurt me, tore me apart. I still love you. That time, you at my infront say you want her, not me. I cried. End up, you still lock me at your house, awhile ask me for patch, i didn't want to. Cos, you infront of her, say you want her. Infront of me, say you want to patch. I really don't know what you want. You beat me infront your friends. They help my wipe my tears. They say i'm stupid. What for you treat me nice, and at my back doing all this lanjiao things seriously. It makes me more hurt. You lock me at your house, awhile strangle me, awhile say you love me. You do candles for me, after that talk to her on phone infront of me, saying that you already give up on her, saying that you both only were friends. I'm like sharing a guy with other girls. It's so unfair to push blame on me. Cried at your house yesterday, for so long, but you ignore. Why did you call me go up your house? I having fever, i still go find you. After that, i told you, i only want you to be happy, that's why i tell you i don't love you, cos i know you want her. You only want me to accompany you, cos you're alone. Baby, i just want you to stand in my shoes, seriously. You said you'll wait for her, but end up you ask me whether i wanna be with you, of cos. I told you before, nowmater what you become, i'll still want you. You're always that stubborn. Ask yourself, how many times i wanted to commit sucide for you. Once, twice, i forgive you. I admit sometimes i got mistakes. I admit infront of you, but you always say you're right. I wish, we're like last time, although your heart have her. I don't wish to quarrel anymore )': Really. I have been crying everyday. But when outside, i keep my smile on. It's like so miserable.. I really love you. Hope you really understand... 06th April. I love you.