Back to post. Busy nowadays, keep overnight. Feel so lifeless can, i want workkkkk :( I'm rotting soon. Rather go back to school girl's life. Kinda regret hur, wasted 1year. Gonna meet kaiwen tmrw. Then drink drank drunk :) Aft that going hougang. Fully booked, hope tmrw will be better :) Anyw, today, i thought my cleanser is my toothpaste, i nearly use my cleanser and brush my teeth. Haha, i will take more pix soon :) Nights.

Winks xoxo

Back to post finally. Everyone complaining says my blog is dead. Uploaded last week's pix. At coffee shop drink. Although it's abit low class, but it's fun, and i like it :) Drink till my face is red. HAHA. winks* Anyway, teacher's day is comingz. Maybe gonna go back my secondary school for a visit? Thou i'm not a student alr. I miss those times @ school. Anyw! Those who didn't study alr, wanna ton, call me upz! Leave your number @ my comment boxxx. :) xoxoxoxoxo. Loveya! :*

Call me sexy.

Finally get back to post, tmrw one month aniversary. Fast hur. Finally get my blond hair, nice right. Think i should change phone soon, or buy cam. I want go shopping soon also. I want money. &, getting lesser & lesser people tagging me, i hate it. Nothing to post about, bye.

It all need patience.

Hi dear readers, finally back to blogging. Nowadays keep overnight, now eyelid abit sore Finally get to stay at home and sleep today. Sunday went to casilline's house & drink with others. HAHA, i'm proud to say, i'm the last girl to sleep, all was drunk and tired. Before going casilline's house, many things happen, make me so crazy. Don't wish to elaborate more. Relationship, also complicated. He still text me, he say i don't sayang him anymore, sometimes he says i dont love him. Things are so complicated. Awhile, i feel that he care for me, but sometimes, he just ignored me. He buy breakfast for me, he wouldn't let me hunger myself. He sent me home everytime. Thou he got tagging, he still will accompany me. He's a good boyfriend, but our attitude doesn't match. Now, i still don't know, i & him, together or not. & of cause, i love my little Xiaomars. :)Stay tune.

Uploaded yesterday pix. Long time never came blogging. Missme? Hah. Life getting better & better nowadays. Thou' i lost a lot of things, but afterall, i know who really love&care me. Maybe going chalet later? Still wondering. Seriously, i have nothing to post about neh. Thanks for those who comment, i have no time to reply, ps eh. Hmm, will post the next time, going puffpuff :) Stay tune.

Overcome.

You never even stand in my shoes. We just stead not for long, you ask her for patch infront of me. I tolerate everything. Don't dare to say it out. You beat me, hurt me, tore me apart. I still love you. That time, you at my infront say you want her, not me. I cried. End up, you still lock me at your house, awhile ask me for patch, i didn't want to. Cos, you infront of her, say you want her. Infront of me, say you want to patch. I really don't know what you want. You beat me infront your friends. They help my wipe my tears. They say i'm stupid. What for you treat me nice, and at my back doing all this lanjiao things seriously. It makes me more hurt. You lock me at your house, awhile strangle me, awhile say you love me. You do candles for me, after that talk to her on phone infront of me, saying that you already give up on her, saying that you both only were friends. I'm like sharing a guy with other girls. It's so unfair to push blame on me. Cried at your house yesterday, for so long, but you ignore. Why did you call me go up your house? I having fever, i still go find you. After that, i told you, i only want you to be happy, that's why i tell you i don't love you, cos i know you want her. You only want me to accompany you, cos you're alone. Baby, i just want you to stand in my shoes, seriously. You said you'll wait for her, but end up you ask me whether i wanna be with you, of cos. I told you before, nowmater what you become, i'll still want you. You're always that stubborn. Ask yourself, how many times i wanted to commit sucide for you. Once, twice, i forgive you. I admit sometimes i got mistakes. I admit infront of you, but you always say you're right. I wish, we're like last time, although your heart have her. I don't wish to quarrel anymore )': Really. I have been crying everyday. But when outside, i keep my smile on. It's like so miserable.. I really love you. Hope you really understand... 06th April. I love you.

Chances.

I didn't even comment her ugly, did i?
& i didn't say anything wrong bout her mother fetch her aft school.
& i'm stopping all this quarrelling, did i told those passerbys that i'm aint gonna care?
& i don't plan everything out like this.
& i don't wish to find troubles. Who wants to?
There's some minsunderstand between me & her.
Didn't i respect her firstly? Do you think i want things this way?
& don't use this word gangster on me.
& lastly, i don't bootlick.
I'm changing for a better ones, i know my
attitude sucks. Everyone does the wrong things at the past.
Everyone is worth to give a second chance, so do i :)
Won't be blogging that often. Busy with things. <: